There was this girl that wanted anything but her own happiness. All she cared about was other people’s feelings.She grew up to know that everything in the world is evil. She believed nothing good was coming her way. She soon realized that friendship is all she cared about.Loving the idea of being in love.Love did not go so well with her.Her family tried and tried to blossom this shy young girl;but nothing came out.This young girl wants to explore the world! Take pictures of random things is her passion. She believes that one day somebody will go up to her and tell her everything in life..will be okay.She is a daughter,sister,& friend. She loves the people around her but yet despise the people that crushed her.
In any case you are wondering;This young girl I am talking about is me. I am Victoria Herrera.
So there’s this guy named Antonio Bueno. He’s the one who would jump at the chance to skydive. He’s the one who would wake me up at 6 in the morning to buy bagels. He’s the one who would pick me up at the beach,throw me in the water,and immediately run and save me. He’s the one who taught me how…
I ALWAYS put everyone else’s emotions come first before mine.My aunt gave me a heart to heart lecture (-_-) and she kept on saying “Your job is to be Tori” ….I am the most sensitive person ever..I cry when someone says something mean to me. I won’t say ANYTHING to anyone and just hold it inside of me.Stress.
I cry when I get into a fight with my parents..or when they yell at me.I tell myself it is all my fault even when it isn’t. I carve it inside my brain and It hurts.Some people just leave me there to cry,Not even bothered to ask if I am okay.I can only hold so much..
Every.single.time I think about my grandma…I burst into tears.Nobody sees.I hurt every time I see my grandpa with his girlfriend. He is always telling her how much he loves her and crap. He never said that to my grandma.And I am torn to hear that.Nobody cares.I have eczema..It is not a disease.. It is a skin condition. I get it whenever I am depressed,stressed,or nervous. I never know which one it is.
I just want some one to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay at the end.